Fan Into Flame

Our church family is thinking a lot these days about a line from an elderly Paul to his young friend Timothy: "fan into the flame the gift of God" (2 Timothy 1:6). For all the "light, heat and energy" we desire for our lives... for all our efforts to "fan" any embers of life into such flame for greater life... what exactly is the "fire"? 

Don't miss this: it's not us. It's not our plans of what we'll do. It's not our hyped-up inspiration to get us doing it. It's not the resources we collect to do it with. It's not "this little light of mine." 

The fire is God. Nothing less. And as the Giver of all gifts, nothing more. 

The fire is the One who spoke blazing light into the dark void of pre-creation. The fire is the One who raised his Son out of the cold night of death into an explosion of new life. The fire is the One who pours out his Spirit to share this light and energy and life, indwelling all who will receive him and let him be free to burn. 

In the words of the old Canadian folk-rocker Bruce Cockburn, here's my prayer for myself, my family and friends, and for the community called Centennial Covenant: 

                           

                                  O Love that fires the sun keep us burning.     

With you in the Fire of Holy Love,

Steve Thulson

A Prayer for the New Year

Senior Pastor Steve Thulson

We thank you, Father,

…that our stories are not over,

and that you are not done;

…that you have an abundance of gifts,

and plenty of time to give them all;

…that you waste nothing,

can redeem anything,

and will fulfill everything.

May your kingdom come and will be done

on earth – and in our lives – even as in heaven.

In the name and presence of your reigning Son,   
Amen

   

A Celebration of Generosity

                                     

Senior Pastor, Steve Thulson

When word came – first to our Pastors, then our Elders, and finally our Congregation last Sunday morning – there were jaws dropping, tears, applause, even cheers. When a few days earlier, Ministry Assistant Jamie Durbin had opened the church mail and saw the anonymous check from a brokerage firm, she had to ask Ron Mol if she was seeing the comma and dot in the right places.

For the reduction of our mortgage debt, Centennial Covenant received a gift of $400,000!

We praise God for his gracious provision, and thank these generous friends!

This reduces our debt from $1.2 million to $800,000 which will allow far more of the ongoing generous giving from our other 175 households to be applied to direct people-to-people ministries.

Last Sunday we shared even more beautiful examples of generosity.

-          Each week, our children place coins from their allowances in a basket – gifts for Jesus and his work. Darlene and Stefany have observed, though, that some kids – from a family scraping by at the poverty-line – tend not to put in just coins, they put in dollar bills. They make sacrifices.

-          Last week we received thank-you notes from two families in the community who had been in financial crisis due to unanticipated health problems. We had been alongside them with gifts from our Benevolence Fund.

-          We have been experiencing a gradual but steady growth in ongoing financial support of our core ministries and mission, getting closer to the levels we approved last Fall!

Don’t you think these gifts are from the Spirit and please the Father every bit as much as the extraordinary donation to reduce our debt?

And then there’s the generous grace of God we celebrated last Sunday in Dale Flander’s strong teaching and stories like Donna Osborne’s. She told us how her lost hearing seems to be returning at least in part. And even greater is the powerful freedom she has experienced by God enabling her to forgive a man who kidnapped and terrorized her years ago. Dale’s reminder was to let such “highs” be windows to everything our Lord is doing all the time – even in the “lows” when his goodness is not quite as evident.

God is good. All the time. And all the time, God is good. Right?

A Window (on Everything) Called "With" #1

A powerful little word – “with” – has become increasingly important in my life. I call it a “window on everything.” It especially gives at least a glimpse of God as he truly is. And that becomes a way of looking at everything, and even a way of living in “the life that is truly life” (1 Timothy 6:19).

It makes a difference. What if our Maker is not a solitary “Force,” but Father-with-Son-with-Spirit in a perpetual communing of joyful love? What if he chose not to be distant and silent, but to come close as one named Jesus and called “Immanuel” – “God-with-us”? What if you and I increasingly entrusted more of ourselves into this holy and loving Presence? What if we ourselves grew into being more “present” – genuinely with God, with all his good gifts, and especially with family and friends, neighbors and colleagues, strangers and enemies? Wouldn’t that make a difference?

It’s needed. Did you know that we can be immersed in beauty, goodness, and truth, and yet not be aware and responsive? I can be with certain people, and yet not be with them: in close proximity, yet not listening, not participating. Just ask my wife. Have you been there? Or should I say not been there? Do you ever want to ask someone: “Are you with me?” Is that ever your question for God? Do you ever sense that is his question for you?

Are you with me?

Now and then this year, I want to let you in on some things I’ve been pondering for a long time, some things getting a bit clearer because they’re settling into my living a bit deeper. I hear a call from God into daily living that’s less about what I “should” do “for” this and “against” that, and more about being present in his Presence. I want to explore some biblical and life-feeding realities where “with” makes all the difference:

• God as Communicating Love – “the Word” who as God was “with God” and who “became flesh” (John 1:1, 14) to be “God with us” (Matthew 1:23)… not some deity “out there” somewhere.
• Salvation through Christ as “participation” in him – dying, rising, seated and reigning with him… not just accepting what Christ did for us as our substitute (see Romans 6:3-8; Galatians 2:20; Ephesians 2:6; 2 Timothy 2:11-12; Revelation 20:6).
• Belonging to God as a deeply and widely secured “covenant” with him… not just off and on spiritual interactions (Luke 22:14-20; Hebrews 8).
• The Bible as a way into opening ourselves to its truth with the One who is Truth… not just using it for information about him (see John 5:39-40).
• Praying as communing with the Father, Son and Spirit… not just expressing requests to him, much less at him (see Romans 8:26-27, 34).
• Church as a family with its Father, as a body with its Head… not as events we attend, shows we watch, obligations we perform, or institutions we run (see Colossians 2:16-19).
• And then everything – working and playing, serving and leading, managing time and money, dealing with hopes and fears, opportunities and pressures – as consciously with a risen Jesus and with those people he places in our lives – i.e. “in his name”… not just doing good on our own for him and for them (Colossians 3:17).

Such “with-ness” is simple, and yet anything but simplistic. For example, a genuine journey with Jesus means hearing him say baffling things like “it is for your good that I am going away” (John 16:7). To live with Christ includes seasons where he seems distant and silent. The light of his presence sometimes gets more obvious as we move through places of great darkness.

Does any of this resonate with you? Stir your curiosity? Bring up some questions or stories you might share with me? At the very least, are you willing to consider (with me) this window called with? You can check out future reflections at this site. If you subscribe HERE, you can get word of new postings (by email, RSS feeds, Facebook, or Twitter). Look too for some other reflections – e.g. good readings and films that have been gifts for me – all with God and with you I pray!

May you know for this day and for this new year: “I am with you always” (Matthew 28:20).

Steve Thulson

Steve on Sabbatical: Part 6

Monday, July 26, 2010

As the old song goes, "The party's over." After 15 weeks away from all pastoral responsibilities, on Tuesday morning I'll show up at 401 W. Mineral Ave with hopes that my key works, my name's still on the office door, and I remember what in the world I'm supposed to do!

God is so good to have given me this time of amazing experiences for rest, renewal and reflection. My journeys (most with Darlene) took me into significant places such as:

• Israel... especially walking where "The Word became flesh and dwelled among us."
• Italy... especially the little mountain-side town of Assisi where almost 800 years ago a man named Francis gave his all in following Jesus.
• England... especially Oxford where a man of brilliant imagination named C.S. Lewis lived, taught and built up the faith and hope of thousands through his books and stories.
• Sedalia, Colorado... where for thirty days I had nothing to do but to be present in the Presence of God who I believe gave a rest deeper than sleep and a grounding in him deeper than my awareness.
• Home... to enjoy family, long (for me) bike rides, a short mountain trip, household chores, and lots and lots of reading.

The "grand finale" of this Sabbatical funded by a Lilly Endowment grant was our whole family of 14 spending last week in two Oceanside, California condos -- literally at the side of the Pacific. The unusually cold and cloudy weather demanded extra courage when we swam in the ocean (or at least got thrashed around by big waves and strong currents), but was perfect for our days at Sea World and Disneyland. At the latter, I succumbed to strong pressure from grandkids to ride with them through "It's a Small World." If that cute and meaningful (and torturous?) theme song was not already imbedded in my brain, it is now... forever. The best for me that week was simply watching grandkids and kids interact, play, laugh, occasionally get grumpy, and share their hearts and pray for each other. A seemingly bad ending was my getting lost trying to return the rental car and then so rushing when I arrived that I left my "smart phone" in the vehicle. I'll get it back in a few days, but it occurs to me that God may have used my folly to bring me full circle to my 30 days of solitude to be just a bit less chained to electronic connectedness. So don't try calling my cell quite yet!

Looking back over the 15 weeks, the thought has come: one could easily get used to this. Of course, Lilly does not have its hand out with more money. And, more importantly, God does hold out his -- to lead me back to his people and mission. What raises expectation is what I sense the Spirit saying: "You're not going back to work; we are moving ahead into a new season of life." I'm looking forward to seeing what that means.

I can't say how thankful I am for the Centennial church family and its leaders who not only allowed this sabbatical, but lovingly demanded it. Special thanks to the Church Councils who guided this (led by Matt Lewis and Jeff Sahr), my Sabbatical Planning Team (Tom Ashbrook, Adam Wilson, Valerie Weyand, Bill Morgan, Don Payne), our Preaching Team (Chris Durkin, Dale Flanders, Steve Graber, Rebecka Sutton, Tom Ashbrook, Jon Hardin, David Bosworth), and our great staff led by David (Ron, Randy, Karen, Jake, LeeAnn, Deb, and, of course life partner Darlene), with temporary help from Stefany Bergstrom and Leadership Coach Steve Logan.

Shalom,

Steve

Steve on Sabbatical: Part 5

Saturday, July 3, 2010
Tuesday night our British Airways plane touched down at DIA. After 45 days and nights abroad, it was wonderful to be home – a bit tired, but very grateful for the gift of this journey.

Our last 10 days of travel allowed us mainly to concentrate our attention on two towns. Assisi, Italy – a small city made famous by a passionate follower of Jesus named Francis – sits along a mountain overlooking a lush valley. Old Assisi has retained both its medieval look and small town feel – full of great family-run restaurants where it’s a sin to spend less than a couple hours over a meal. Despite ways the many Francis-sites draw mere tourists, it was not hard to gain fresh appreciation for this amazing man who responded to Christ’s call to declare the Gospel through a joyful embrace of poverty and compassion in the early 13th century. It’s ironic, if not comical or sad, how incredibly vast and ornate buildings were raised to honor a man who worked hard to renounce property and fame. And yet, in many of the sites where Francis encountered Jesus and served, we were given special times of worship – not to mention considerable exercise walking the steep streets and paths!

After a quick visit to Canterbury, we had three days in Oxford, England, staying at a small 16th century Hotel surrounding an equally old pub, to take in this important University town where the likes of John and Charles Wesley, George Whitfield, C.S. Lewis, and J.R. R. Tolkien made an impact on the world and still do. Highlights?

• Visiting where C.S. Lewis lived (“The Kilns”) and taught (Magdalen College and its long wooded path (“Addison Way”) where, in 1931, Tolkien and another friend led Lewis to see that Christianity was “true myth”).

• Worship first at historic St. Aldate’s Anglican Church that has long had effective outreach to Oxford students, along with strong internship and mission programs, and then at Christ Church College’s “Evensong” led by its very traditional men’s and boys choir.

• Time with our Superintendent Rick Mylander’s daughter Maren and her husband Jeremy who just finished an M.A. in international relations at Oxford.

• Blackwell’s – perhaps the largest bookstore in the world.

• And, of course, the pubs!

There were times these last six weeks when Darlene and I wanted to slow the pace, stay longer in various places, and go deeper in relationships with fascinating new friends in Israel, Italy and England:

• like a passionate young Palestinian believer, Zack, who runs a small shop in old Jerusalem;

• like an older Jew named Moshe who owns a store near the famous Western Wall, but would rather dialogue with Christians about Judaism than sell his goods;

• like Messianic Jews we worshipped with one Sabbath (catching little of the their Hebrew, yet aware of Messiah’s presence);

• like the co-owner of Hotel Montreal in Rome who welcomed and helped me and Darlene (“Mama” he called her), starting with calming reassurance after our Taxi driver threw a tantrum because his partner at the airport gave us, in writing, a very low fare;

• like a brilliant young Harvard grad from Brazil, Tamara, we met while touring Rome’s ancient ruins;

• like 83 year old Margaret from Oxford who delighted us with stories while we waited for a bus that never came and then shared a Taxi (“it’s absolutely delightful to be this old,” she declared with a big smile; “I feel like a college student... no responsibilities for anything and you get all these free things!”);

• like Dr. Michael Ward, a chaplain at an Oxford college, who gave us a private tour of C.S. Lewis’ house and with whom we shared a love of this great Christian writer as well as a concern that he not be idolized as especially some American believers are prone to do;

• like all those and many more.

And yet how blessed we are with friends and family in a beautiful place called Colorado! It’s good to be home.

Now, for 23 more days, my Sabbatical shifts to home and family, and especially to unrushed time in God’s presence to reflect on what he’s been saying and showing.

Shalom,

Steve


St. Francis Basilica

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

 

Oxford B&B

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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CS Lewis' grave

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Inspirations for Narnia

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Blackwell & White Horse Pub